revelation of the unknown!!

wala lng naisip ko lng kung anong petsa na!! ganda ng title but it does not coincide w/ the topic that i am writing, stupid ei! just want to write anything na pumapasok sa isip ko right now. well to go back to the main topic,, have you ever think of the revelations that you learned first hand? yung tipong akala mo everything's ok, smooth sailing but then suddenly the truth blows up in your face? it sucks diba? you feel like your betrayed for the nth time. u feel so stupid and want to ask yourself "hello? bakit ako pa, . nasan ako nung panahong yun, kelan pa ba ako pinanganak, bakit ngayon ko lng nalaman." diba it sucks..Your not given even a single hint. Your being blinded w/ the truth and that your being fooled for the longest time . Parang the only thing that u want to do is either kill someone or kill your self. hayyyy, nothing else enters my mind but that life sucks!! and it does do really sucks.